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Entry tags:
- canon: dc extended universe,
- canon: dctv,
- canon: haven,
- canon: izombie,
- canon: leverage,
- canon: marvel cinematic universe,
- canon: original,
- canon: paper girls,
- canon: suits,
- canon: supernatural,
- canon: teen wolf,
- canon: the magicians,
- canon: the umbrella academy,
- canon: uncharted,
- canon: vampire diaries universe,
- canon: wynonna earp,
- dceu: carter hall,
- dceu: maxine hunkel,
- dctv: alex danvers,
- dctv: barry allen,
- dctv: behrad tarazi,
- dctv: clark kent,
- dctv: connor hawke,
- dctv: james olsen,
- dctv: jj diggle,
- dctv: kara danvers,
- dctv: lois lane,
- dctv: mia smoak,
- dctv: querl dox,
- dctv: sara lance,
- dctv: william clayton,
- dctv: winn schott,
- dctv: zari tomaz,
- haven: audrey parker,
- haven: duke crocker,
- izombie: liv moore,
- izombie: major lilywhite,
- leverage: alec hardison,
- leverage: eliot spencer,
- leverage: harry wilson,
- leverage: parker,
- leverage: sophie devereaux,
- mcu: carol danvers,
- mcu: kamala khan,
- mcu: monica rambeau,
- mcu: nick fury,
- paper girls: erin tieng,
- paper girls: kj brandman,
- paper girls: tiffany quilkin,
- prompts: fandom weekly,
- ship: caroline/derek,
- ship: cassie/dean,
- ship: clark/lois,
- ship: cora/stiles,
- ship: davina/kol,
- ship: dean/elena,
- ship: derek/caroline,
- ship: dolls/wynonna,
- ship: donna/harvey,
- ship: elena/nate,
- ship: finch/josie,
- ship: hardison/parker,
- ship: harry/sophie,
- ship: hope/landon,
- ship: james/kara,
- ship: julia/kady,
- ship: liv/major,
- ship: lydia/scott,
- suits: donna paulsen,
- suits: harvey specter,
- supernatural: cassie robinson,
- supernatural: dean winchester,
- teen wolf: braedan,
- teen wolf: chris argent,
- teen wolf: cora hale,
- teen wolf: derek hale,
- teen wolf: lydia martin,
- teen wolf: malia tate,
- teen wolf: melissa mccall,
- teen wolf: peter hale,
- teen wolf: scott mccall,
- teen wolf: stiles stilinski,
- the magicians: julia wicker,
- the magicians: kady orloff-diaz,
- tua: allison hargreeves,
- tvdverse: bonnie bennett,
- tvdverse: caroline forbes,
- tvdverse: davina claire,
- tvdverse: elena gilbert,
- tvdverse: emma tig,
- tvdverse: finch tarrayo,
- tvdverse: hope mikaelson,
- tvdverse: josie saltzman,
- tvdverse: katherine pierce,
- tvdverse: kol mikaelson,
- tvdverse: landon kirby,
- tvdverse: lizzie saltzman,
- tvdverse: marcel gerard,
- tvdverse: stefan salvatore,
- uncharted: elena fisher,
- uncharted: nathan drake,
- wynonna earp: jeremy chetri,
- wynonna earp: waverly earp,
- wynonna earp: wynonna earp,
- wynonna earp: xavier dolls
fandom weekly { 2021 } entry tracking part 3

Fandom Weekly part the third.
101 and we all lose our charms in the end | leverage | 617 **SECOND PLACE** 102 the choice is yours | dctv | 698 103 we got fun and games | original | 830 104 i've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed | leverage | 1,000 **FIRST PLACE** 105 never shall we die | original | 553 **FIRST PLACE** 106 harder better faster stronger | original | 971 **AMNESTY** 107 give me all of your prayers to sing | tvdverse | 929 108 it's who we're doing them with | original | 861 **AMNESTY** 109 friends are like an old shirt that always makes you smile | dctv | 879 **WINNER** 110 take a look, it's in a book | tvdverse | 997 **SECOND PLACE** - - - AMNESTY - - - 111 wouldn't you like to see something strange? | tvdverse | 756 **WINNER** 112 let me know if you're really a dream | uncharted | 760 **AMNESTY** 113 winter wonderlands weren't made for one | tvdverse | 934 **AMNESTY** 114 you love how i keep you guessing | teen wolf | 942 **AMNESTY** 115 speak up, take a stand | dctv | 911 **AMNESTY** 116 stay alive until this horror show has passed | teen wolf | 842 **AMNESTY** 117 it's love that makes me walk way | everyone lives | 960 **AMNESTY** 118 and i'll be you | tvdverse | 898 **AMNESTY** 119 i hear your heart beat to the beat of the drum | teen wolf | 981 **AMNESTY** 120 there's no rescuing now because you're falling apart | dctv | 996 **AMNESTY** - - - AMNESTY - - - 121 stuck in the real world, nothing comes free | original | 979 **FIRST PLACE** 122 i couldn't compete with the spell you were under | tvdverse | 561 **AMNESTY** 123 let my heart be the teacher | the magicians | 589 **AMNESTY** 124 you better trust me when i tell you | suits | 729 **AMNESTY** 125 say the word and i'm already there | teen wolf | 832 **AMNESTY** 126 the wheel is spinning me | marvel cinematic universe | 1,000 **THIRD PLACE** 127 it all started with a big bang | dctv | 667 **AMNESTY** 128 am i past repair? | tvdverse | 910 **AMNESTY** 129 it was lost long ago | dctv | 982 **AMNESTY** 130 and for you, darling, i'll hang the moon | teen wolf | 967 - - - AMNESTY - - - 131 i would never fall unless it's you i fall into | izombie | 680 **AMNESTY** 132 this is the life that we choose | dctv | 996 **AMNESTY** 133 no porch light on to pull me home | supernatural/tvdverse | 866 **AMNESTY** 134 i'll pretend my ship's not sinking | original | 607 **AMNESTY** 135 does the fun ever start? | tvdverse | 972 **AMNESTY** 136 play me time and time again | original | 997 **AMNESTY** 137 when i closed my eyes, i was so surprised | original | 765 **AMNESTY** 138 and the journey's been so rough | original | 935 **AMNESTY** 139 you think you're on your way | original | 840 **AMNESTY** 140 now the pain has cut too deep | original | 840 **AMNESTY** - - - AMNESTY - - - 141 it's some kind of secret plot | wynonna earp | 710 **AMNESTY** 142 we could steal time just for one day | marvel cinematic universe | 824 **AMNESTY** 143 the dream is over | dctv | 990 **AMNESTY** 144 i'm a porsche with no brakes | marvel cinematic universe | 979 **AMNESTY** 145 tempted but the truth is discovered | leverage | 538 **SECOND PLACE** 146 your faith was strong but you needed proof | white collar/leverage | 984 **SECOND PLACE** 147 this time did it feel like thunder | wynonna earp | 753 148 this is one unhappy diva | original | 994 149 no medicine to procure | dctv | 821 150 it's just a jump to the left | paper girls | 998 - - - AMNESTY - - - 151 some things are meant to be wynonna earp | 882 **AMNESTY** 152 such a lonely word | supernatural | 683 **AMNESTY** 153 i breathe in on the tick and out on the tock | dc extended universe | 1,000 **AMNESTY** 154 just searching for a world with some soul | the umbrella academy | 630 **AMNESTY** 155 the past was much more fun | tvdverse/teen wolf | 942 **AMNESTY** 156 it took so long to leave | original | 560 **AMNESTY** 157 when you feel so tired but you can't sleep | tvdverse | 826 **AMNESTY** 158 had to get away | original | 642 **AMNESTY** 159 pressed between the pages of my mind | tvdverse | 542 **AMNESTY** 160 i've come to you 'cause i need guidance to be true | haven | 925 - - - AMNESTY - - - 161 if you still have a place for me | haven | 968 162 i'm not gonna stand here and wait | original | 632 **FIRST PLACE** 163 you say it's your birthday | original | 655 **THIRD PLACE** 164 i made this whole world shine for you | tvdverse | 709 165 what do i do when lightning strikes me? | tvdverse | 741 **THIRD PLACE** 166 the loneliest number that you'll ever know | teen wolf | 998 167 i know you've got your reasons | leverage | 830 **RUNNER UP** 168 maybe you've been watching me too | original | 915 **SECOND PLACE** 169 you can read me anything | original | 713 **THIRD PLACE** 170 oops there goes another rubber tree plant | original | 613 **THIRD PLACE** - - - AMNESTY - - - 171 and you better come to play | the umbrella academy/marvel cinematic universe | 778 **RUNNER UP** 172 but you were history with the slamming of the door | dctv | 659 **RUNNER UP** 173 you got nothing to do and even less to lose | leverage | 721 **FIRST PLACE** 174 you got your head in the clouds | the umbrella academy | 662 **AMNESTY** 175 and i wish that love could save us | original | 846 **SECOND PLACE** 176 gravity is pulling me closer to your heavenly body | leverage | 713 **AMNESTY** 177 that you may be my problem not my love | original | 995 178 but your apathy is like a wound in salt | original | 798 179 they're calling you a fool | original | 845 180 careful what you wish for | original | 555 **FIRST PLACE** - - - AMNESTY - - - 181 i can't be trusted around you | original | 667 182 you're just harder to see than most | original | 881 **FIRST PLACE** 183 send out the call and join the fray | original | 949 **AMNESTY** 184 gonna lure you into the dark | tvdverse | 706 **AMNESTY** 185 and i'm damned if i do and damned if i don't | tvdverse | 859 **AMNESTY** 186 won't you let me in? | tvdverse | 761 **AMNESTY** 187 you were only killing time and it'll kill you right back | teen wolf | 825 **AMNESTY** 188 say the world and i'm already there | tvdverse/teen wolf | 912 **AMNESTY** 189 let's not wait for armageddon | original | 607 **AMNESTY** 190 i can't think of what else i need to see | tvdverse | 780 **AMNESTY** - - - AMNESTY - - - 191 as clear as the sun in the summer sky | marvel cinematic universe | 840 192 are you ready to watch me be legendary? | original | 585 **WINNER** 193 somebody's judgement was poor | original | 888
#191 ~ as clear as the sun in the summer sky ~ marvel cinematic universe ~ 840
Every time someone told her she couldn’t do something, she strives to prove them wrong. Each time she hears no, it’s another hurdle she’s going to have to cross in order to get to where she really wants to go. Every time the sky stretches out ahead of her, she can’t help but reach for it. Climb higher, reach further, do the things she’s told she can’t.
And each time she succeeds, she makes them eat their words about how wrong they were about her. She’s a girl who runs on spite and determination, after all.
The first time she sits in a cockpit, feeling the g-forces lift her up and away, she thinks this must be what freedom feels like. This must be how she can finally feel like she’s made it to the top of the mountain, and no one can pull her back down again.
But that turns out not to be true freedom, not really. It’s hard to be free when the means of that freedom belong to the U.S. Government.
She goes from the Air Force to the Kree, forgetting who she is and getting trapped in another system that only wishes to control her. She finally breaks free and shoots into the stars on her own, with no restrictions, and realizes that this is the freedom she always wanted. The rush of air around her, the clear blue sky rising to meet her: this is the mountain’s summit.
She lands deftly on the front lawn of Maria’s house when it’s all said and done. Her best friend looks at her from across the way, leaning casually against the support post on the porch. “Seems like you were having fun up there.”
“Fun’s definitely one word for it.” Carol approaches slowly, moving to lean against the opposite post as she meets Maria’s eyes. She remembers her now, all of it, everything they fought for together. Maria more so than her, but their battles were the same, back then. Right now, she doesn’t know if they still are. Carol’s world is expanding, and Maria has her own hurdles to conquer. “It’s like nothing I’ve ever felt before.”
Maria nods, drumming her fingers anxiously against the railing. “Your friend Fury offered me a job.”
“Did he?”
“Wants me to start a new division of SHIELD. Right now he’s calling it SWORD.” She rolls her eyes. “Covert organizations and their names. Who knew they were so corny?”
Carol laughs. “Yeah, that sounds like him. Are you going to take it?”
The look on Maria’s face says yes. Her words, however, falter, as though she’s not entirely sure where she wants to go next. “I’m seriously considering it.”
“I think you should. Fury’s a good man. Despite being a spook.”
“Spooks, I can handle. I’m more worried about what you’re heading up against next.”
Carol looks up to the stars again, thinking about Ronan and the ship she destroyed. The Kree is going to be on her tail, for sure. That, and trying to provide the Skrulls with a home of their own, is going to take time. Never mind what other enemies she might have out there waiting for her.
“It’s definitely going to be a lot.” Carol sighs. “Part of the reason I can’t really stay.”
Maria looks resigned and disappointed as she realizes she's losing her best friend again. “Monica won’t like it.”
“Monica is the other. I may be stronger, but I can’t put her in that kind of danger. Not again.” Carol sighs. “I’ll try to come back when I can. But the Skrulls need to find a home and there are worlds out there that need me. Besides, whatever went down between me and the Kree isn’t done.”
“I didn’t say you were wrong. I just said she wouldn’t like it.”
Carol’s eyes drop to the ground, before looking up at Maria again. “Does it help that I want to stay?”
“It does.” Maria sighs, before closing the distance between them with a step. Carol opens her arms and Maria steps into them, pulling her close. “And I know that you’re basically indestructible now, but try to keep yourself in one piece?”
“I’ll do my best. And I’ll try to come back whenever I can.” That latter option is a promise she won’t really be able to keep, but right now, at the moment, she hopes for it.
“Good.” Maria eventually pulls back. “Even after all this time, Danvers, you’re still my best friend.”
“Same here. You’re my family. The only real one I’ve ever really had.”
Maria nods, before stepping to the side and heading to the door. “Well, come on. You’re going to have at least one good meal before you go.”
Carol doesn’t resist, just lets Maria lead her inside and enjoy the warmth of her home for one last time before she goes. The great thing about real freedom, she’s finding, is that whatever comes next always has time to wait.