iluvroadrunner6 | I don't even know where to begin

Oh my God.

Oh my God.

I think Kripke is honestly trying to kill me. Really. He is. He's trying trying to make me a flaily mess. And you know, he kind of deserves it. But holy fucking shit.

DEAN TOLD HER NOT TO GET OUT OF BED. HE BROKE SOME KIND OF BACK TO THE FUTURE RULE AND TRIED TO SAVE HIS MOM. IT MADE MY HEART HURT. GUH.

(I kind of knew Azazel had possessed Grandpa when I saw the way he was looking at that gun.)

BUT SAMUEL AND DEANNA. SHE NAMED HER KIDS AFTER HER PARENTS. SHE NAMED DEAN AFTER HER MOM.

*tries something a bit more coherent*

Episodes with Dean and his family always make my heart hurt. Because that is Dean. Right there. Dean is his family and because they're all he's ever had. And Jensen. (Son of a bitch, will someone give him something, already. Goddamnit.) Jensen Ackles is like -- I don't even know. There are no words for what the man does to me in episodes like this because -- there aren't. There just aren't.

And oh holy shit that almost certain death threat for Sam from Castiel. Oh my God. OMIGOD. Castiel does know that if Dean can't do it and the angels bring down holy hell on his brother Dean's going down with them -- right? Right? Please tell me he gets that. Because -- because -- oh, screw coherency.

AND ENDING IT THERE? GAH. SERIOUSLY.

There may be more later -- once my brain starts working again.

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Jensen is the only actor that breaks my heart. Every. Damn. Time. The scene where he told her not to get up? I don't even. Oh my god. It's like the scene in Home where he leaves that voicemail for John. They rip your heart out and then they stomp on it. I still can't believe no one has jumped all over him, and acknowledged this ability his has. Because dayum.

Now I have to go try and put myself back together because, well my heart hurts just thinking about him standing there all broken and just...Ugh.

It's because no one freakin' watches this show. Which SUCKS. HARDCORE.

I mean, don't get me wrong -- I love Jared. And he can bring in the big guns when he needs to, but Jensen -- Jensen just owns my soul. End of story.

I know, and I just, it's so unfair. To be doing such great work and have it go unnoticed.

I agree, he can hold his own and all and I adore him, I mean BUaBS? Woah. But you're right, when Jensen pulls out that broken inner little boy I break with him. Without fail. He's heart shattering, with that catch in his voice, the not quite tears and the twisted almost smile. Guh. It's evol. I'm glad he's using his powers for good and not to you know, control the world.

Dude. Jensen Ackles as the Supreme Commander of the Universe. All he would have to do is break out that "I'm totally trying to be strong right now" face and the people would just fall in line because they're too busy wibbling to realize he's evil.

Which is why the gods of the universe made sure he was wholly unaware of the swaying power he wields. I mean if he were without conscious that man would use it for all manner of terrible things. Terrible, terrible, things that would be outwardly accepted by the general public, because look how broken he is? How could he not? It is not his fault, but the world's, for damaging the poor soul. Look at his resolve? He doesn't mean for it to be this way. Nope. Forgive him his follies for he knows not what he is doing.

Two weeks later? Supreme Commander - Universe. *nods*

Absolutely. If only he knew the power he could wield.

NOW YOU UNDERSTAND THE EPIC FLAILING OF DOOM.

GUH. IT WAS SO HARD NOT TO SPOIL IT.

I APPRECIATE THAT YOU DIDN'T. REALLY. I DO. BECAUSE IT WAS SO MUCH BETTER THAN I WOULD HAVE ANTICIPATED.

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