I don't even know where to begin

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Oh my God.

Oh my God.

I think Kripke is honestly trying to kill me. Really. He is. He's trying trying to make me a flaily mess. And you know, he kind of deserves it. But holy fucking shit.

DEAN TOLD HER NOT TO GET OUT OF BED. HE BROKE SOME KIND OF BACK TO THE FUTURE RULE AND TRIED TO SAVE HIS MOM. IT MADE MY HEART HURT. GUH.

(I kind of knew Azazel had possessed Grandpa when I saw the way he was looking at that gun.)

BUT SAMUEL AND DEANNA. SHE NAMED HER KIDS AFTER HER PARENTS. SHE NAMED DEAN AFTER HER MOM.

*tries something a bit more coherent*

Episodes with Dean and his family always make my heart hurt. Because that is Dean. Right there. Dean is his family and because they're all he's ever had. And Jensen. (Son of a bitch, will someone give him something, already. Goddamnit.) Jensen Ackles is like -- I don't even know. There are no words for what the man does to me in episodes like this because -- there aren't. There just aren't.

And oh holy shit that almost certain death threat for Sam from Castiel. Oh my God. OMIGOD. Castiel does know that if Dean can't do it and the angels bring down holy hell on his brother Dean's going down with them -- right? Right? Please tell me he gets that. Because -- because -- oh, screw coherency.

AND ENDING IT THERE? GAH. SERIOUSLY.



There may be more later -- once my brain starts working again.