Bang

[iluvroadrunner6]

i'm sorry. please don't hurt me.

Fandom: CSI:NY
Title: Bang
Author: iluvroadrunner6
Rating: FRT
Characters: Danny Messer/Lilly Harper (OC)
quoted20 Prompt: "I have a right to my anger, and I don't want anybody telling me I shouldn't be, that it's not nice to be, and that something's wrong with me because I get angry." - Maxine Waters
Content Warning: death of canon character
Summary: She wished she had for once in her life, listened to Mac and went home when he had told her to, so that her stomach wouldn’t feel like a natural disaster, a mixture of guilt, pain, and hate storming and twisting like a hurricane that just wouldn’t let go.
Author's Note: Again, I'm sorry. Please don't hurt me. If it makes you feel better, I'm may never kill this particular character again.
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters of CSI:NY. They're owned by CBS. However, I do own Lilly and all other OCs so please don't steal them.

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Comments

[qa.livejournal.com]

Awww...that's so sad. But, very well done.

It's hard to kill a favorite character, isn't it?? Really hard. Like when I killed Alan. *sniff*

[iluvroadrunner6.livejournal.com]

the thing is, he's not my favorite. yet, when i started writing this, my stomach went all queasy.

i kill my favorite and i just get a very sad feeling. there really isn't any bodily reaction. but this one wanted me to kill him, but didn't want me to feel good about it.

danny's funny that way.

[qa.livejournal.com]

Ah, the wonders of fic writing.

[iluvroadrunner6.livejournal.com]

tell me about it.

i'm really happy with the way this came out. but no matter how much he begs, he's not dying before ripe old age ever again.

[afteriwake.livejournal.com]

Damn. I actually started to cry a little. And not because it was Danny you killed (which, by the way, I hope you never do again...) but because it was a powerful fic. Especially the part about the rings. I think that's when the tears started to form.

[iluvroadrunner6.livejournal.com]

never killing danny again. i don't know why i can write about flack's death without a second thought, but danny...i just can't.

and i actually started to cry around there as i was writing it. this one's took an arm and a leg to actually get through, so i'm glad it turned out well.

[afteriwake.livejournal.com]

You know, I can kill OCs, hurt my characters, but them in hihly stressful situations...but I can't bear to kill them. Any of them.

[iluvroadrunner6.livejournal.com]

i don't know why i love character death as much as i do. i really don't. it's a fetish of mine that i can't explain, but i love writing it. no matter who i'm killing.

its only the writers on the show who can't kill them. then i have to hurt someone.

[allstar12.livejournal.com]

Aw, I really hate Danny death fics.

But they usually turn out to be the best fics Ive read, like this one :)

[iluvroadrunner6.livejournal.com]

thank you.

danny didn't like that i killed him either. he made me promise to never do it again. and as fond as i am of writing character death fics, that's probably a promise i'm gonna keep.

[allstar12.livejournal.com]

Hee. Good to know.

[darkmagic-luvr.livejournal.com]

You killed Danny...

YOU KILLED DANNY! :sobs:

...excelent...

-x-liv

[iluvroadrunner6.livejournal.com]

i know!

and thank you. i was quite fond of this one, as i am most of the time when i kill my characters.